Tuesday, April 11, 2006

oh my god

im starting to think there are a number of people in this world who lack a soul.
i find it hard to believe that people can do the things they do...and that the leaders at the very top can knowlingly orchestrate whole systems of evil and have a soul.
i hate to say it but i believe our society may be churning out people that somehow at some point lost their soul...i believe there is a darkness on the world...and some people just become consumed with it...and it fills them.

http://www.wnd.com/news/article.asp?ARTICLE_ID=44779

"A Kansas City abortionist is out of business after investigators discovered a grisly house of horrors at his clinic – with fetuses kept in Styrofoam cups in his refrigerator and one employee accusing him of microwaving one and stirring it into his lunch.

The unsanitary conditions in Krishna Rajanna's clinic prompted legislative approval of new abortion regulations in Kansas, a bill that was vetoed by the governor. Rajanna's activities have reportedly been the subject of law-enforcement investigations for nearly two years.

Rajanna first came to the attention of police in September 2003 when he called police to investigate alleged employee theft.

Detective William Howard of the Kansas City Police Department responded.

"I thought I had heard and seen every vile, disgusting crime scene, but was in for a new shock when I started this investigation," he would say later. Howard turned the matter over to the local district attorney and three state agencies.

Topping the list of horrors was an employee's account that she and others witnessed Rajanna "microwave one of the aborted fetuses and stir it into his lunch," as Howard recalled earlier this year when testifying before a Kansas House committee.

Rajanna denied the accusation. But he did keep fetuses in Styrofoam cups in the refrigerator along with food and drink.

"Dr. Rajanna lacked personal hygiene," testified Howard. "His hair was messy, hands dirty, and his clothing was wrinkled and stained. He put on old, used foot booties while we were there."

Howard testified the clinic was dark, dingy, had poor lighting and smelled musty. There were dirty dishes in the break-room sink and on the table, trash everywhere, and roaches crawling on the countertops. Howard was afraid to sit down.

Howard noted there were no hazardous waste containers anywhere. (An employee later testified Rajanna took home all contaminated, medical and biohazard waste for residential trash pick-up.)

As for the "procedure room," Howard's partner spotted dried blood on the floor and said the room looked "nasty."

Two dishwashers located next to the staff toilet served as sterilizers, according to employee testimony. Photographs show the toilet was bloody and functioned as a human waste disposal in the literal sense.

On Saturday, the State Board of Healing Arts voted unanimously to revoke Rajanna's license.

In March, a board inspector made two surprise visits to Rajanna' clinic. He reported the facility was unclean and that he found syringes of medications in an unlocked refrigerator. The inspector also reported finding a dead mouse in the hallway.

Rajanna said in his 10 years of performing abortions in Kansas City, no patient has complained about care.

Rajanna can appeal the decision to district court. He argued that he had not been given an opportunity to meet with the inspector to correct the deficiencies. But board members concluded that Rajanna's clinic represented a danger and said that as a doctor, he shouldn't have needed the board's prodding to keep a clinic clean and safe.

Board members also noted that Rajanna had been previously disciplined, in 2000 and 2001, for not properly testing his patients for their blood types and for improperly labeling medications. Also, in February, Rajanna signed an agreement to improve his clinic's conditions and paid a $1,000 fine.

With Rajanna's case pending, abortion opponents won legislative approval of a bill requiring abortion clinics to obtain an annual license from the Department of Health and Environment, hire surgeons as their medical directors and report patient deaths to the state within a day. The measure also mandated that the department set standards for equipment, medical screenings, ventilation and lighting.

But Gov. Kathleen Sebelius, an abortion-rights advocate, vetoed the measure, saying medical professionals – not legislators – should set standards.
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im not a christian but i believe evil or 'the beast' exists. what mainly stops me being a christian is the story of jesus, the same story is repeated many times in anchient babylon, egypt etc and originates frm the babylonian mystery schools.
but i do acceot the basic values of a TRUE christian..respect for life, value god given freedom, be free of hate, greed, jealousy etc and love everybody 'love thy neibour'...
i believe god is in all of us...in everything...i believe everything is a physical manifestation of devine energy and ultimately everything is one...a vibratory field in an infinite mind of which we are all part.

i do however think there are cerrtain people who just shut out this attunement to the goodness that exists in all of us and become consumed with whatever bizarre perverted rush they get out of darkness.

i believe 'the beast' of the bible is this system we're in, its is this slave system...it is the ultimate form of evil...our natural state is being part of nature free from any man ruling over another.
these systems are human created, out natural state which christians would say that god intended is complete freedom and harmony with the rythms of nature.
i grow increasingly sick of these created systems...i want to return to how i should be..i have a constant tangible feeling of sickness; like a fish out of water from being in this unatural slave system.

people think theyre free but they judge it by the system theyre in...not considering the potential we really have for being free and how far away we are from our natural state.
we could be living out in nature in harmony...and it can be done..one can learn what to eat and move around so as not to use up resources, completely free from any other person imposing their will on you...now even if you believe we're in a fair democracy how is that free compared to what you could have?
even if we really have an open democrazy you still cannot decide what to put into your body, you cannot just gain food from the land as you would naturally but you must use most of your life working trying to gain what is naturally everbody's.
and to get that money you invariable have to serve your bosses in a precise ways...its is slavery by any other name.
compared to our true nature we have been in slavery ever sinse governments existed...as soon as one man started exerting power over another we lost out freedom.
what we have today is that times a trillion, the very elite at the top are consumed with power.
my arm is hurting now so i will stop, but as yourself are you really happy with this?
do the trinkets and consumables that come with your 10 hours of servitude a day really fullfill you?
what do you have at the end?
you simple slave all your life...just to stay alive.
is that really a life?

would you not rather have lived as is natural, become one with your personal demons, learned the balance of the world and made peace with everything?
that is a rich life...trinkits dont follow you into the next world but experience and wisdom do.

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